42. Transitions

I feel like there are transitions going on in my life at the moment... many things are changing, and maybe by necessity. I am reminded today, that everything comes together; that the ways we're wired, the thoughts we have, the ideas that come to mind, the skills we have and acquire; all happened at some specific point in our life, for specific purposes we will be called for. That we are who we are for a specific purpose at a specific point of time in space. And to miss the big picture ( as we too often do), sorta wastes it away.. it is folly.

I dont want to get stuck in patterns and routines and forget to remember what they really mean, why i really am doing them. I dont want to forget my part to play in my uni, in my world, because there is a reason why i am here with what i have at such a time as this. God's an amazing scriptwriter that way, every storyline, subplot and character in every point of time just clicks and fits in a uber-cool way into one neat big adventure.

I am reminded that our actions bear weight; sometimes to the people who will follow after. our legacy will be their example.


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transitions ...
I don't know how all this will turn out, how the knots in my life will unravel into a smooth trail or how the scattered pieces will come together into a singing piece. I do not know anymore, I have no more answers. i do know that i said 'Yes' to Him, and i am coming into being because He has and will carry me through into being the person that He has hinted i would be. and, because for the first time i heard Him so tangibly; and because He keeps saying 'I will take care of you. like, for real.'


:)